As Enos
thoughts came back to the present, he realized he was just inside the edge of a
clearing. A perfect place to stop and
rest, and get his thoughts back into the game he was supposed to be hunting. As he sat down, he realized no matter how
hard he thought, he couldn’t think about catching food, when he needed his sin
forgiven to obtain eternal life, and have joy.
Before he
even realized it, Enos was already kneeling down in the leaves, and twigs. His Prayer began quietly, and built with
power as he poured out his soul to the Lord.
He shared all his sorrows and struggles with the Lord, he talked about
how much he missed his father, and his advice.
He continued to pray, “Lord, please forgive me, I have done wrong”. He then expressed his sorrow and his
commitment to do better to the Lord. He
continued to pour out his anguish.
Suddenly, a
branch snapped, and Enos quickly opened his eyes, he waited for his eyes to
focus, and already on the lookout for danger.
When his eyes adjusted he realized a number of things, one it was only a
deer, and it jumped away from him quickly, once it caught a whiff of his scent
on the small breeze blowing through the clearing. That’s when the second thing occurred to
Enos, it was twilight and becoming quite dark. He had prayed an entire day,
thinking maybe he should return home before it became too dark. But then he thought maybe he would pour out
his soul for a few more minutes, then head home.
As he
prayed one more time for the lord to forgive him he heard a voice softly in his
heart. “Enos, thy sins are forgiven thee, and thou shalt be blessed.”
Enos was
shocked and ecstatic at the same time, the Lord had heard his prayer, and knew
him by name. He had forgiven him. Knowing that the lord cannot lie, he knew he
was forgiven, and he immediately felt peace.
He knew his sins had been forgiven.
Enos continued his prayer by asking, “Lord how is it done?” How am I forgiven?
Then he again heard a voice in his head,
“Because of the faith in Christ whom thou hast never before heard nor
seen. And many years pass away before he
shall be manifest himself in the flesh, wherefore, go to, they faith haith made
thee whole”
Enos knew
that the Lord lived. His testimony was
strong and could not be denied. The Lord
had spoken to him in his heart, knew him, and knew his deepest desires.
When Enos
had heard these words, he felt desire to pray for his family. He reached out again in mighty prayer, asking
the Lord to watch over is brethren the Nephites.
He then
felt desire for his brethren the Lamanites, he was worried for his uncles,
aunts and cousins. He prayed diligently
and poured out his soul for them, worried that if the Nephites should be
destroyed, that at least the Lamanites would be preserved. He
prayed that the record of his father, and his people would not be destroyed,
but come to the Lamanites one day to help them come to an understanding of
their savior and allow them to be brought to salvation. No matter how many times they had tried to
visit and preach to the Lamanites, it had been a disaster. They were angry and wanted to destroy their records
and the traditions of his fathers. So
Enos continued to pray, asking for help, knowing that the Lord was able to
preserve their records, if asked with faith and believing in Christs name it
would be given him. So he continued to
pray.
Again the
Lord voice came into Enos’s head “I will grant unto thee according to thy
desires, because of thy faith.”
Enos then
felt an overpowering feeling of peace wash over him, and he knew it would
happen as the Lord said it would. It was
a strong amazing feeling. It was unexplainable in words, it was strong. Without a doubt the Lord has forgiven him,
and answered the deepest desires of his heart.
He knew with a certainty all was well.
Rising to
his feet, and stretching out his sore and stiff muscles, Enos quickly scanned
the darkened clearing. He knew his way
home and with a newly felt bounce in his step and a renewed feeling of joy, he
left the clearing knowing his father would be proud, but also that his heavenly
father lives and answers prayers. He
would never doubt.
Enos
quickly made his way out of the forest, to tell his family all that has
happened, if they were still awake waiting for him to return
Reference
No comments:
Post a Comment